hai code blue!

keje nurse ni memang adventure habis.bila saya dan kawan-kawan kena handle dgn nyawa manusia.kalau yang datang setakat demam sakit-sakit perut biasa tu kira oke la kan?tapi bila buat major operation,cancer sakit pelik-pelik arghhh...dan dah masuk tiga hari aku dok mengadap code blue.code blue ni situasi kecemasan di mana seseorang tu mengalami cardiac arrest atau repiratory distress.so time ni la kiter kena perform cpr(cardiopulmonaryresuscitation).so sape yang kena buat mesti la nurse dan medical line semua.every shift kita akan ada code blue team yang akan tolong each department yang x berapa bernasib baik.dan melalui pengalaman2 saya,saya masih lagi ketar lutut,tangan dan blur bila attend code blue.sbb time tu patient antara hidup dan mati.kaget sgt!adeh...time code blue teamwork paling penting sbb banyak aspect yang perlu dititikberatkan sebab nak selamatkan nyawa patient.

tak semudah tu.saya benci awak cancer.

    Last week after struggling so hard working on Saturday morning akhirnya one of my patient RIP due to cancer.i've been working for a year plus my student time and been watching all of them with cancer suffer so much.i'm tired of seeing all those thing.as young as 21 years old and it attack everyone of us.dan aku sedar cancer mmg takde ubatnya dan the main cause of cancer also can be unknown.sedih.sgt sedih bile tgk diaorg struggle for life.bila first diaorg admitted dalam keadaan sihat,rambut ada and look very healthy,then next stage come in pale look,rambut da kurang,kurus because of treatment effect.

     Ada yang semangat kuat still bole gelak,senyum dengan aku.kadang diaorg sedar akan takdir mereka.dan diaorg hanya bole senyum je.ada yang datang2 tu terus kena stage 4 metatasis lagi dekat brain or other else organ.where should they go?either they want to cry,cry and keep on cry or be strong and hold on it?cancer come in various maksudnya cancer boleh attack mana2 organ yang dia pilih.sampai at times ada patient been diagnose with cancer unknown.sound funny kan?tapi thats the reality.so,anyone yang da ada history of cancer which attack your famili please check and do frequent check up in hospital.get more information and awareness regarding cancer.and hey healthy person,dont think you are healthy you are save from cancer.u are not dear.

.ini ribbon pink untuk breast cancer.

.one of the cancer cells.its kill other!

  Jadi,jaga diri ye everyone.kanser ni bukan macam demam,batuk yang bole cure.it wont cure tapi treatment yang ada tu just nak kurangkan symptom2 dan tumbesaran sel kanser tu.nak tau lebih detail bole view http://www.naturalnews.com/cancer_cells.html

dan ingat allah jadikan sesuatu tu untuk manusia berfikir.mungkin ini ujian dari Allah untuk kita.=))

      

mencari-cari.

last week have fun naik skuter dalam hujan dengan sorang teman istimewa saya.sumpah we had a best experience there.even at times he was telling me like this.

he: ko tak pernah menyesal?

she: aku menyesal sangat kot.jumpa ko.dan kene berhujan berpanas.smile.

he:

she: kadang melalui kepayahan bersama untuk mencari kesenangan tu lebih hakiki dan kuat perasaan menghargai dari aku dilimpah ruah kesenangan.buat aku lupa diri.

he: then?

she: aku puas untuk kehidupan macam ni.the feel just freedom.witout any prejudice and complaint.thats it.

Dan aku sedar lah kadang kita merungut bila kita susah tapi bila senang depan mata adakah kepuasan tu sampai dalam diri kita.untuk kita jadi matang.even dalam relationship.freedom is when u make ur life as your own style.no one can influence u.but u influence others.

workhard girl!

saya cuma letih.kerja.balik tido.with no one beside me.woosh...

20.10.2010.

it not just a date.wiii....hari ni birthday ayah.yang ke-62.terkejut bila kira2 balik ayah da 62 tahun.alhamdulillah ayah masih sihat.the best thing is birthday ayah special this year 1st date dia 20/10/2010.2nd this is my 1st year keje,then blanja ayah pakai duet gaji sendiri.tapi this year celebration just sambut bertiga je.aku,mak ngan ayah.kakak,abang adik suma pun jauh.urm...tapi takpe.as long as i can celebrate him.seronok dapat blanja ayah makan.pegi makan western dekat kenny rogers.yang at first mak macam refuse jual-jual mahal.=) at last she surrender and just follow on my first plan.sangat best makan-makan dengan both special person in my life.and happy bila ayah licin satu pinggan makan.not like mak and me.tapau ayam balik sebab tak habis.

the best thing is i cant spend this day with him.HE is the best man ever in my life.i ♥ ayah~

feeling that i love.

lama tak coret2 dekat blog.idea bnyk tapi malas nak menaip.hari ni,cuma nak cerita tentang perasaan yang aku suka.even kadang menyakitkan tapi sebenarnya aku suka.in making long-distance-relationship ni berjaya and i almost did it for 1 year it hard.swing swang a lot.mostly aku la yang buat perangai.it not just kind of feeling.kalau org yang ada experience long-distance ni faham kot.it just time.bila aku nak have whole evening makan aiskrim sama sama,jogging or walking around together tapi i cant make it.sakit kan?kadang macam give up.but love just everything.feeling that i love.even tak dapat,tapi dapat sms,call,3g even mms it good enough.rindu takkan hilang tapi fact that we will see him around mmg wont change.cuma aku kena sabar je.nak go on through thick and thin ni bukan senang.and at times it just made u matured and make u know urself better.thanks sayang.sbb banyak sgt bersabar and bertolak ansur dengan org.u made this sukses.and i love u so.

lagi2 private.nurse.

Huh!harine for the 1st time i've been working for 24 hours.just balik umah mandi,tukar baju,solat then keje balik.even makan pon kat tempat keje.tired.seriously.but the greedy things inside influence a lot.(masyallah!)aku enjoy.auntie yang aku jaga ni pon x menyusahkan.macam baby.daughter die pon very kind and helpfull.i really respect  all of her children by giving her tender.love.care fully.yah...there got money.best wat private nurse kat umah auntie ni sbb bilik dia mcm hospital.everything complete.katil pon auto macam kat hospital somemore ada bp machine,thermometer and spo2 machine(the most i like!)tempat dia sgt convenient.and the function of hiring me mcm penyibuk dalam keluarga ni sebab nak tolong maid die.they have maid,Rohana.ngomong aja sama dia.=).maid have a lot of housework to do,so on and off i have to take care and in between she will help to do turning,cleaning and feeding.today,after keje pagi dekat hospital,rushing datang umah auntie replace tempat Revathy,seem she got excuses and also do till nite till coming morning.hahhahah....working like robot.The best thing now tulis blog dalam bilik auntie sambil tengok2 auntie yang tgh tido nyenyak sambil update blog and sambil bercinta dengan kekasih hati.=).bz kan life?hahahahah...p/s:besok keje petang.i need sleep!!!!