mencari-cari.

last week have fun naik skuter dalam hujan dengan sorang teman istimewa saya.sumpah we had a best experience there.even at times he was telling me like this.

he: ko tak pernah menyesal?

she: aku menyesal sangat kot.jumpa ko.dan kene berhujan berpanas.smile.

he:

she: kadang melalui kepayahan bersama untuk mencari kesenangan tu lebih hakiki dan kuat perasaan menghargai dari aku dilimpah ruah kesenangan.buat aku lupa diri.

he: then?

she: aku puas untuk kehidupan macam ni.the feel just freedom.witout any prejudice and complaint.thats it.

Dan aku sedar lah kadang kita merungut bila kita susah tapi bila senang depan mata adakah kepuasan tu sampai dalam diri kita.untuk kita jadi matang.even dalam relationship.freedom is when u make ur life as your own style.no one can influence u.but u influence others.

workhard girl!

saya cuma letih.kerja.balik tido.with no one beside me.woosh...

20.10.2010.

it not just a date.wiii....hari ni birthday ayah.yang ke-62.terkejut bila kira2 balik ayah da 62 tahun.alhamdulillah ayah masih sihat.the best thing is birthday ayah special this year 1st date dia 20/10/2010.2nd this is my 1st year keje,then blanja ayah pakai duet gaji sendiri.tapi this year celebration just sambut bertiga je.aku,mak ngan ayah.kakak,abang adik suma pun jauh.urm...tapi takpe.as long as i can celebrate him.seronok dapat blanja ayah makan.pegi makan western dekat kenny rogers.yang at first mak macam refuse jual-jual mahal.=) at last she surrender and just follow on my first plan.sangat best makan-makan dengan both special person in my life.and happy bila ayah licin satu pinggan makan.not like mak and me.tapau ayam balik sebab tak habis.

the best thing is i cant spend this day with him.HE is the best man ever in my life.i ♥ ayah~

feeling that i love.

lama tak coret2 dekat blog.idea bnyk tapi malas nak menaip.hari ni,cuma nak cerita tentang perasaan yang aku suka.even kadang menyakitkan tapi sebenarnya aku suka.in making long-distance-relationship ni berjaya and i almost did it for 1 year it hard.swing swang a lot.mostly aku la yang buat perangai.it not just kind of feeling.kalau org yang ada experience long-distance ni faham kot.it just time.bila aku nak have whole evening makan aiskrim sama sama,jogging or walking around together tapi i cant make it.sakit kan?kadang macam give up.but love just everything.feeling that i love.even tak dapat,tapi dapat sms,call,3g even mms it good enough.rindu takkan hilang tapi fact that we will see him around mmg wont change.cuma aku kena sabar je.nak go on through thick and thin ni bukan senang.and at times it just made u matured and make u know urself better.thanks sayang.sbb banyak sgt bersabar and bertolak ansur dengan org.u made this sukses.and i love u so.

lagi2 private.nurse.

Huh!harine for the 1st time i've been working for 24 hours.just balik umah mandi,tukar baju,solat then keje balik.even makan pon kat tempat keje.tired.seriously.but the greedy things inside influence a lot.(masyallah!)aku enjoy.auntie yang aku jaga ni pon x menyusahkan.macam baby.daughter die pon very kind and helpfull.i really respect  all of her children by giving her tender.love.care fully.yah...there got money.best wat private nurse kat umah auntie ni sbb bilik dia mcm hospital.everything complete.katil pon auto macam kat hospital somemore ada bp machine,thermometer and spo2 machine(the most i like!)tempat dia sgt convenient.and the function of hiring me mcm penyibuk dalam keluarga ni sebab nak tolong maid die.they have maid,Rohana.ngomong aja sama dia.=).maid have a lot of housework to do,so on and off i have to take care and in between she will help to do turning,cleaning and feeding.today,after keje pagi dekat hospital,rushing datang umah auntie replace tempat Revathy,seem she got excuses and also do till nite till coming morning.hahhahah....working like robot.The best thing now tulis blog dalam bilik auntie sambil tengok2 auntie yang tgh tido nyenyak sambil update blog and sambil bercinta dengan kekasih hati.=).bz kan life?hahahahah...p/s:besok keje petang.i need sleep!!!!

mood gile.duet.

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the making of.....

Finally.act,i've been waiting and keep hold on my blog to be done.i have a lot in my mind to share and to voice out.dan aku sendiri tau yang aku suka menulis.ekspresinya sgt memuaskan hati.dan maksudnya sampai bila menulis selain dari bercakap adalah kegemaran aku.and akhirnya ada jugak sumthing yang membuakkan rasa untuk menulis.share everything in this field.sharing for me is everything.whatever in my mind i will write.non stop.and whatever in ur mind just share it.haih!should be everyday in dis blog.my fairytale story.everyday is my fairytale~thanks Allah for giving me will.to explore your world.again and again.insyallah...